This may be a trite post and my sincerest apologies henceforth.
I took out doctors’ level loans to get through undergrad and grad school in top cs programs in the us and I spent nye and will also spend tomorrow all alone with no money, no friends, gas and lights cut off, and most significantly no prospects of a better future.
I keep seeing everyone land high paying jobs in cs living their best life, and have lost the willingness to do anything. Spent all of today on my bed, no food, no social interactions, just by myself tearing up on my “bed” (sold mattress and frame and now have resorted to sleeping on the carpet with a blanket, hence the quotations around the word bed).
On god, if such a being does exist and can foster up some sympathy towards me, I have tried every help and suggestion I saw online, I tried LinkedIn premium to cold message HR managers in charge of recruitment along with cold messaging technical managers for the corresponding roles, thereafter reached out to them through email. I admit my gpa of 3.67 from undergrad and 3.53 from grad are not impressive and by no means would I even hire myself if such a situation would arise.
What are my exit options? Is there a reason for me to believe that the upcoming year would be any better? Should I just submit to my ill fate and succumb to my current standard of living for the rest of my existence?
You may check my previous posts to gain better insight upon my situation. One note of development is that I am now waiting to hear back from fast food employment opportunities which I had interviewed prior to the holidays to turn the basic amenities back on.
I am in desperate need of a miracle. I do not expect anything to arise from my post but I have chosen to write it and express my situation anonymously to warn those filled with excitement about cs.
One more notable aspect to my situation is that the cs professors I have been conducting research with have decided to divert their attention away from me and now my prospects of continuing with my education have diminished dramatically.
Sorry for such a drowsy post but the misery that has engulfed my situation following my graduation has taken a drastic toll on me and I needed a place to express myself. Thank you in advance to those who might read or interact with my post as this is the closest to any form of social interaction I will have in a long period of time and have had in a longer period of p
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